| well first of all leme say im sorry for the spazin out in the last entry but i was really madd about what happened... but i realized some good has come from it..
but newayz... This will be my last entry... but i still do have a xanga... under a new name representing the new me... i finally found who i like to be and i have made that change and i hope everyone else can accept my change and realize this is what makes me happy... but uhm if you want my new xanga name jus emila me at tracksturr88@yahoo.com or instant message me on tracksturrr1 okz?
love y'all
Tracksturr iz out.... |
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| well guyz sadly this is my last entry... well not technically but im getting a new xanga because of an incident that happened... and all i have to say to the person who thought they should bring one of my entries to amber's attention is FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because you jus screwed up a friendship over something so extremely petty, i hope you feel good about what you did because who ever you are, i will never forgive you and i mean NEVER
for all of those people out there who arent childish and dont go starting thingz from a freaking xanga entry jus comment me or im and i will give you my new xanga name if you want it
im out |
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| okz well i had my first summer track meet t'day... it was considerably easy... but i didnt do much cus it feels like... like ive lost it... y'kno that thing that kept me wanting to run... and feeling goo about running... and so on... but not only those thingz ... i feel like ive lost my talent to run along with those thingz... o well ima keep striving on for my sisterz, who are the true reason why i run... because i knwo if i give this my all i can hopefully get me a scholarship so my aprents wont have to pay for me and they can easly send my 2 sisters to a great skewl so they can have the best education and fulfill their already bright futurez... one day they will realize how much i truyly love dem and all that i do for them... and finally love me and accept me... |
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| its funny how thingz can change so fast... ugh!!!!! life stinkz really bad...some1 plz save ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| wellz like m'girl vicky said, things got better... okz t'day i came to skewl to take the Paper 3 of my IB biology exam and it was madd easy so i was feeling good from that... i went to my bio class and pulled my 66.6 D up to a 81.1 B and that grade was my only garde that wasnt an A or B... so that hyad me feeling good so then as im gettin ready to walk off campus like 3 people run up to me for like 3 different thingz (not all at the asem timez but...) turns out t'nite ima be honored at skewl for being the underclassman of the yr or something like that so that was great... then i founf out that administration wants me to make a speech on monday to the skewl so that was kewl, and then valmoria (*sighs in admiration* lolz) senht a personalized invitation to her party (i think sweet sixteen) and wrote me a special little note about how much she wants me to come this yr and so on, and that made me feel good... but the best thing was when i spoke on the phone with my cousin and found out what j said in relation to me and her last night and it wasnt bad like i thought it would be!!!! so that really brightened up my day.. not to mention i got my phone back!!!!!! and my first summer track meet is saturday!!!!! man im lovin life for the moment... the only thing that im feelin a bit down about is this one special person who i havent talked to in a couple of dayz... i hope youre alrite call me!!!!! |
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